sweartoyou | Ryslig

[He is erring on the side of caution and just going cold turkey, like he had to with the Purple Game. Really it's better that she didn't say that.

As to her explanation about the puppy? Ooough boy.]

I... No, it's not. But that doesn't make you insane either.

I'm pretty sure it does. And I've done more than that.

Donatello, you're my friend. Leo is my friend, too. I don't want to lose you, and I don't have to tell you everything, but you have to understand that I'm not a good person. If you accept me, you have to accept me.

If the dog was already dying... Nothing wrong with ending its suffering. And it's not like you've killed a person, right?

I mean aside from what you have to do here, that is. [Can't hold monster feeding against someone, that would be hypocritical of him.

Just not going to touch the whole good person thing, because he honestly thinks she is a good person who just got a bad deal with life. At least from what he saw in her memories.]

That isn't why I killed it. I was upset with it. So upset I don't even remember what I did.
And I've killed multiple people. I killed my dad that night you saw, and I killed people after that without knowing anything about them. It meant nothing. After I knew it was wrong, I helped someone important to me kill the ones that stood in the way of us getting what we wanted.
I did all this when I was thirteen, most of it before ever coming here.

[His reply takes a long moment to come because he honestly doesn't know what to say with that information but also... He likes Rachel, in a way he doesn't quite know how to quantify, and also he's accepting of Bucky. A freaking assassin, so wouldn't it be wrong of him to not accept her for basically what Bucky also did?

Since both were from before they ended up here.]

Considering someone I think of like a father was an assassin, me hating you for things you did in your past would be hypocritical of me, heck one of my actual dads wanted to wipe out the human race. And he's been accepted into our family back home.

So if I held what you did in the past against you when I don't hold it against those people? That'd be wrong of me. Also... I like you, Ray. You're interesting and I think you're a good person, what you did as a kid shouldn't be held against you or keep people from getting close either.

[Okay, ugh that was... Kind of emotional? He's just going to try and reign that in now.]

I guess what I'm saying is, I don't care about that.

[It's her turn again to take a long time replying. She might be crying a little. It's fine. Turtles and a hedgehog have just massacred her this last week, sure. God, she's exhausted.]

I'm glad.
You must be as crazy as I am, but it would have made me really sad to lose you.

[Completely missing the full intention behind that "I like you", but most of the feelings have gotten across. Progress!]

[It's been a week for a lot of people, it seems.]

I don't think anyone around here is sane, Ray.
And I mean, unless you go and like... Kill me or my family, it's going to be kind of hard to get rid of me.

[He didn't even mean to say the "I like you" like that, but hey emotions getting across indeed!]

Good news. I think I already told Leo I didn't think that was going to happen... At least not of my own volition.

Good. Then we're friends, no questions asked.

[Idiots, all of them.]

Okay.

[It has to be that simple. There are no questions asked.]

[But they're the good kind of idiots. Also...]

I know you said that leaving has you scared but... When you're not scared you should come by the new place I'm staying at. Bucky got us our own place so we're not at the apartments anymore.

[Why is he telling her this, because he wants to gosh darn it.]

Oh.

[Woof, her head hurts from all the emotions, but she still thinks about how it's a little exciting to be invited over to a friend's house.]

I will! Just tell me where, and I'll go there when I can.

[And, maybe, he's excited to have a friend that is all his own to invite over.]

It's Lou Jitsu's School of Ninjutsu, it's not too far from the apartment and well... Here.

[An address is sent to her!]

[I mean..........Leo almost fully stole yo gurl, bro. While you were off being a dick.]

Your dad's school? But your dad got it?
Your other dad I mean.
Or...other other dad?

[Oh, he's never worried about Leo and girls.]

Well, Bucky got it. He's... like a dad? Leo adopted him as a dad anyway.

So... yes?

[Meant in the friendship sense, because he sure did rocket through those social ranks, but wow, what about Ray's feelings? Maybe she's got a thing for blue boys voiced by Ben Schwartz. Think about it.]

That's really nice of him.

[That's just Leo other ninpo skill, befriend. Again, Donnie's not too worried? On either the friendship front or otherwise, the otherwise he'd have to acknowledge first.]

Yeah it is, he didn't have to do it either.

[Awkward if the brother got the First Friend On Own (Mutual) in the Cube divorce arc aftermath, though.]

Are any of his movies there?

[Awkward indeed, good thing that's not happening.]

Unfortunately no, it's just a martial arts dojo and the apartment above it.

Oh. That's too bad. I wanted to see them.

[...Oh, actually...she has another source for a potential answer! Gasp.]

Why is it "jevenge"?

... You've been talking to Leo about Mana, haven't you?

[That's not an answer, Donnie.]

When he met Molly.

I see.

Well, jevenge is just revenge with a j.

That is not helpful.

Well, that's the answer Papa gave us when he tried to explain it to us when we first saw the movie.

Sorry?

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