Rachel Gardner (
sweartoyou) wrote2018-04-06 10:45 am
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<ReflectedStorm>; forward dated to past the event. let's say october 25?
[She feels so dumb this is like a form letter.]
if someone wanted to join the fog god how would they do it?
< r.gardner >
...It helps explain very little. That worked??? She must have had a lot happen here already.]
Well... She's like how a god is supposed to be. She's all around. Except if you talk to her, she'll answer. All you have to do is tell her how you feel.
Are you going to?
<ReflectedStorm>
(You have no room to judge, Ray.)]
how i feel, huh. guess i should have figured it would be that easy... never really did much praying before.
[It wasn't as if she thought praying would have helped back then, anyway.]
i am. i guess.
i've just been thinking a lot. about my feelings, about this place. i know i can't go back so if i'm stuck here i might as well try to do *something* with my time and trying to make sure that elias guy doesn't run things over seems to be a good enough thing to do.
< r.gardner >
Any prayers I had before coming here... I don't think they ever reached a god. I'm not sure experience matters.
It's both more and less work than you'd think. But I do have to ask that you don't make life too hard for his priests. My friend is one and my sort of uncle is another.
<ReflectedStorm>
i'm a reflector. work doesn't frighten me!
[What does that even mean.]
i'm not going to go picking fights. getting angry and violent over your beliefs is tiresome. i don't want to do that anymore. my sister
she wouldn't have wanted me to fight anyone i didn't have to.
[Character development?]
< r.gardner >
I think she'll appreciate whatever help you can give. Even when all you can do is try to enjoy this place, that makes her happy, I think.
<ReflectedStorm>
i guess I loved her
she’s hurting. whatever caused this hurt her. maybe i don’t agree with everything she’s done but that doesn’t mean I can ignore that. if I can make her happy through just enjoying things then i hope it helps
< r.gardner >
Is she a nun?
[sister... but then, she calls Aunamee her father and he isn't a priest -- wait. Shit. He is. But actually she calls him Dad and Daddy (unfortunately).
...What was she talking about? Who's hurting? Are we helping? Ah, yes.]
I should probably point out that Elias has been hurt, too, if that's all you care about. His emotions are definitely bothersome, though. Anyway, I joined Miss Fog's side myself, so my preference should be obvious. I wouldn't complain whatever your reasons are.
<ReflectedStorm>
[Mio is too hot to be a nun! She thinks. She'd fit, though.]
i know it now, of course.
[Niina no one cares.]
i don't doubt he has. it's just, well. like you said. his emotions are bothersome to say the least.
< r.gardner >
[anyway.]
Yeah. The most difficult thing about following Miss Fog so far has been people thinking they know the kind of person you are because of it.
[Like, yeah she doesn't care so much about not being human, eating people, or murder for fun, but that's not everyone.]
<ReflectedStorm>
it sounds like a few of the louder ones really messed things up for the rest of us. what a pain.
[Niina just wants to be strong so no one will fuck with her. It's not that hard to ask!!]
< r.gardner >
I suppose that's a way to look at it. The followers are all people, so of course they have different values.
["hi I'm Rachel and my dad is one of the most hated figures on the peninsula, also a Fog priest"]
<ReflectedStorm>
that's exactly what i mean. just because they're have in a group doesn't mean they all agree.